Thinking......And Telling

The holidays are right before us. Time moves so quickly. Another year has nearly ended and a new one about to begin. With the Christmas gift giving,over eating of food also comes the thought of the New Year and the usual resolution(s) that many promise to themselves.

I have taken the opportunity to gain a head start, of sorts, and think about what my resolution will be.
In doing this, I look back at this year,the chapter of my life that is closing. Reminiscing about all I have done. All I have accomplished. All I have NOT acomplished. All I want to do.
Whatever it is....I know is already preplanned by the higher power that rules all of our lives. I simply have to live it out. Attempt to make the best decisions possible,follow my heart and listen to my spirit.

What I am going to accomplish this year is going to involve alot of hard work,determination and preservance. But I can do it.
Mark picks up where I end. He is the constant cheerleader in my life. If I say "I can't do something". He assures me that I can and pushes me head first. When I say "I AM going to do something". He also reminds me of what reprecusions may ensue and/or benefits that may be reaped.

My goal is big. The discipline I welcome. The challenging aspect of it all is going to be sitting down and actually writing everything about my life in the order of it happening. I am sure many tears will be shed, many smiles will be exhibited and hopefully a sense of accomplishment will forward me to the finish line.

So, as you probably have guessed now, my last entry and the great news that I spoke about is this. The email was welcomed,the kind words appreciated and I have decided to go for it. The decision was not taken lightly. I'm sure it will be a long progression. I'm still not entirely sure why my life,my thoughts and everything involved is possibly considered worthy. No two people remember events the same way. Everybodys truth is different. I'll tell mine.

The first step is to write it. Submit it. Make changes and go from there. Even if it is decided to be rejected, I am excited and it will be passed on and treasured by family after I am gone. My grandmother used to tell me that if I reached for the stars then I might finish somewhere near the moon...that's the philosophy I am keeping in my heart as I attempt to do this.