He's My Kind Of Rain

Married Life......what can I say about it so far. One: It has been one of the best things that has ever happened to me in my life. Absolutely no regrets. Having the ceremony and confirming our love for each other has not changed anything.

I feel extremely lucky that I have been giving this chance to share my life with another person who respects,loves and understands me. Someone who asks nothing from me.....but only to be happy. Looking back on my life so far, I am ashamed to say that I see now how very selfish,judgemental and shallow I have been. I cared about nothing and no one but myself. Relationships I became involved in meant nothing to me. The men and their feelings were the least of my concerns. Truly a sad way for a human being to live.

Mark brought to me many things in which i thought i had lost. My laughter, my love for life, my desire to live. he treats me as an equal. He stops me dead in my tracks still to this day when i see him.......he still manages to take my breathe away....just like the first time we met. That initial dinner date offered while working at the nursing home together. I was seeing another guy regularly then, but my heart ached to say yes to Mark that first night. As Renee' Zellwigger said to Tom Cruise in the movie JERRY MCGUIRE...."You Had Me From Hello."

I have no idea what lays down the road years from now with Mark and I. No married couple does. But one thing I have come to learn is that you have to live for today...for and in the moment. Whats going to happen will happen. That's the blue print of my life. That's the uknown. But one thing is clear to me....still today.....I love Mark with all of my very being.